My dog is dying, can I survive?

I today got from one of the best clinics of dogs the terrible news, that my lovable little and best friend of 11 years is going to die in few weeks, or even days time due a lung cancer. Nothing cannot be done. I am devastated to loose my little Bison Frise "Victor" or Viki after so many good years together. We have been a nice couple for so long time, and we did plan many of our daily programs together with pretty ladies.
I have cancelled all my festivisities due this, and do not know how to survive myself because of this. And how could I know when should I make a decission to finish his pain. It might be soon.




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